Thursday 13 October 2011

No idea....


It all started with one sentence....
Then it became two....
And now,
He has no idea!
He has no idea of all the hurt I feel
He has no idea of how often he has stabbed my heart
He has no idea that he even stabbed my heart
He has no idea how many water droplets have escaped my eyes
He has no idea that I dream of him every night
He has no idea that I think of him all day- good thoughts and bad
He has no idea that he has tortured me everyday
He has no idea of how much I miss him
He has no idea of how much I love him
He has no idea that I want to still be with him
He has no idea how devoted I am to him
He has no idea that I am still alive
He has no idea that I am alive in person, yet my soul has died
He has no idea that I can't live without him
He has no idea of how I feel
He has no idea of anything
I am left alone to hear those two sentences over and over again
"Don't come back for me"
"I'm dating someone"
"Don't come back for me"
"I'm dating someone"
"Don't come back for me"
"I'm dating someone"
I am left alone
to be alone...........



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