I feel like I take care of everyone. In my family, church, friends, co-workers, strangers. No matter who you are, if you need my help, I will say 'I can do it.' I am happy to help. It means that I will not have time to feel sorry for myself for whatever reason; I'm not pretty enough, skinny enough, healthy enough, strong enough. Or think about how I will never marry, or love again, as I live in the past thinking of how things used to be; the list goes on and on. So you see, it's good that I take care of others!
But it gets tiring you know! You know what I really want, for someone to enter my life, see everything I do for others, and tell me, "I'll take care of you for now on my love" and he means it!!!!
I feel like I take care of everyone around me, and you know, it would be nice to have a break and be taken care of for a change.
*sigh* One day........ it'll be my turn!