Still Pray for you

I spoke to my ex-fiance several months after we had broken up. He wanted to see how I was doing/ coping, even though I was the one that broke it off. He had told me 3 days after I dumped him that he was over me. I knew he was in denial, but that is what he believed and I was not to start yet another fight. So when he called me several months after and we spoke, for whatever reason, he said "I still pray for you every night." I laughed in my head and bit my tongue to not laugh in his face! I thought it was silly! I stopped praying for him the day it was over between us! Why was he still praying for me so many months later? And why pray for me if you are over me?

I dated someone after my ex-fiance. So then of course, he was in my daily prayers. We never broke up, we 'parted ways' is what he called it. We wanted to be together, but something didn't allow us to be. It has been many months since we slipt and I find myself still praying for him every night.

In one of my prayers, I asked God, "Why do I still pray for him if he doesn't know I exist any longer? He hasn't given me a second thought and now that he is with someone else, he never will. Why do I still pray for him??" Then that phone call with my ex-fiance came to mind. I still loved and cared for my ex-boyfriend just like my ex-fiance still cared about me all those months later. Even though my ex-boyfriend is in someone else's arms, all I want is for him to be happy and safe. So I still pray.

I had laughed at my ex-fiance, and many many months later, I found myself doing exactly what I had laughed at. Funny how things work out isn't it? Its for reasons like this, that we should never judge another!